I stated last week that I would be writing a letter to myself. The more I pondered it, the more I found that I might have to write four letters. One to each of me.
~Alara is the eight-year old. She always wants to make everyone happy, even at the cost of her own happiness. She's the creative well and also the one most easily hurt.
~Stevie is the BAMF (bad ass mutha fucka). She's the one who doesn't take shit from anyone, and tries her damnedest to protect Alara.
~Stephanie is the 50s-era mom (who's not really a mother) who finds pleasure in a tidy yard and home and 5.30 dinners. She's in direct cahoots with Mr Realist.
~Steph is the one who ties them all together. She's the one most often seen in public and more like a filter than anything else. She tries her best to keep a bit of everyone available.
Now, do I write one letter, or do I write four?